That’s me, the way I am and the way I’m supposed to be. Purely happy.
♛Basically every girls dream is in this blog!
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being the way I am, I have no fucking clue how I got this way, but I’ll let you know that it was partly my fault. People like to influence and manipulate me, also they like to make me make stupid decisions. They tempt me, and then I can’t resist. I still love you, you have to know. I’d give everything to show and prove it to you, but I’m a person, and before I met you I had a life too. I had to take care of some other things, and as soon as you came into my life, time got a little bit shorter for me. I couldn’t keep up with it all. School, parents, friends, other things and YOU. And you know that I have different priorities right now, I can’t just fuck up now, the thing I’ve been working for my whole life. Try to understand, because nobody does. And thank you for boosting my friend’s self esteem. She was glad to hear from you. Goodnight my sweet love, I miss you and I wanna hold you while we sleep. But unfortunately, your decisions also affect our pot of gold. They also turn the gold into shit, as much as I turn it into shit.
No offense or anything, I love you still, and I probably will forever. As nobody ever stops loving nobody.
Why do things have to be so black and white? Why can’t we see colors? Why do we complicate things? OH MY GOD! So many goddam questions. Why do i always ask so many questions?! I should really become a reporter when I grow up. Anyway… I was gonna tell you how I changed my URL, and how now people who know me can’t read it anymore, and how I feel free to write anything and everything on TUMBLR again! HAPPY!!! :D